Wednesday, August 14, 2013

I WOULD SPEAK TO YOU IN MY NIGHT VOICE

I WOULD SPEAK TO YOU IN MY NIGHT VOICE

I would speak to you in my night voice
if you were still here. If you were even as near
as the stars commingled in my breath,
I’d thaw my secret zodiac of crystal skulls
and let my mindstream run wild at your feet
like a flashflood waking the dry creekbed up
from its long dream of making the desert bloom
with real flowers in a mirage of metaphors.
I would ignite the pilot lights of a thousand stars
to blaze in an honour guard of mythic starmaps
waiting for you to bless their colours,
because wonder’s never been known to start a war
with a world it’s amazed by in every mesmerizing detail
without annihilating itself first, bursting
its own bubble in an efflorescent multiverse.

I’m a surrealistic mystic to give it a funny name,
and you’ve seen my hidden housewells, sacred pools
receiving the moonlight on the water like the blades
of ceremonial swords that tasted my blood first
like a rose bleeds on its own thorns, now let me
show you my watersheds, the fathomless voids
of dark abundance and bright vacancy
where my eyes swim like the Circlet Of The Western Fish
that never swim out of themselves
or the oceanic awareness they’re luminously
immersed in up to their gills in the clear light
of the emptiness shining back at them like a distant mind.

Under the icy eyelids of methane seas on shepherd moons
I can feel life stirring like the muse of itself
and though it’s too early in evolution to see yet
I’ve jumped ahead of myself like the light of the Pleiades
and gathered up a herd of wild telescopes
grazing on the stars like big-eyed, thin-legged antelopes
waiting for you to make an appearance on opening night
and watch how they’d dance and leap for you
like grasshoppers in the Bolshoi Ballet
who didn’t give a damn that autumn was on its way
to throw cold water on the fire because in this universe
imagination is the physics of the place, and the ants
might busy themselves gathering butterfly wings
like the covers of slender chapbooks of poetry,
but I’m drunk on these lyrical elixirs of the mind
that I take as a sign that you are near in the night
and who has to worry about snow,
when they can live in your light on an occult planet
where myriad seasons can pass in a moment of spontaneity
and the fruits of life invariably fall toward the sky?

Are we both not rooted in the ancient fires overhead?
Nervous systems of black matter, scaffolding the mind
climbs up to paint the origin of worlds before their grand openings,
dark palettes of our third eye, skeletons of pictographic bones
beneath these scriptures of flesh we can read with our fingertips
like holy books and X rays written in the boustrophic signs
of the last time we ploughed the dark side of the moon together
and filled the siloes of the stars with galaxies
that spun like Tibetan prayerwheels, or Moroccan Sufis
or dust devils at the heels of winged messengers
conducting us like the flightfeathers of the dark arcana
we can read in each other’s eyes like loveletters
written in the cursive dream grammar the heart sings to itself in
when it’s a lonely nightbird, and you’re there like the stars.


PATRICK WHITE  

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

NO MYSTERY IN THE STIGMA OF THE MISERY

NO MYSTERY IN THE STIGMA OF THE MISERY

No mystery in the stigma of the misery, regret rebounds
as cynicism and disgust, the way it is with us,
every emotion a life study in a death mask,
every thought the pose of a moment that eludes us,
and the stars hair-braided into the tresses of the willows,
and the bridges we burned like the Milky Way so
no one could cross after us into the abyss,
the prodigal homelessness of our return address,
as our tracks are swept away on the Road of Ghosts,
actions of strategic gestures of peace with ourselves,
a truce, at best, with the dangerous stranger within
that plays host to the dead as if he were one of the guests,
as the ideals we die for demonically bless the means.

The labyrinth lost in us, looking for an exit sign,
the planets spinning their wheels in our starmud,
intractable kings of the hill waiting for the equinox
to light up our bones like kindling in our barrow tombs.
She’s not at peace with herself because she remembers
nothing she hasn’t repeated to her friends like an ally
that doesn’t know who or what she’s fighting against,
seldom for, anymore, that nothing makes any sense
and her life’s spread out like a Tarot pack on the floor,
pondering the destiny of sex with the ex of an old lover.

Nobility among the humble trivialized into the whim
of an action hero trying to live up to the movie
made of him like a two minute trailer
in a Bronze Age scarred by copper and tin.
He’s a voice coach in a choir of echoes
half a note off the ghosts of the nightbirds
that used to send a cold chill through the woods
before the agony of their unadulterated longing,
the infallible sorrow in the depths of the hunger for love
went extinct as yesterday’s moonrise.
His eyes are always busy as a security camera
but see nothing that’s unusual about him
except for the way his ego is always mistaking
his reflection for someone who might be sexting him.

Window-dressing and mannequins of expendable democracy
looted by the firelight of rioting thieves
demanding the same private rights as the key
to the executive washroom the slumlords
and feudal bankers hold over the heads of the peasants
like a watercloset over a common moat.

There in the red emergency exit light,
crumpled like a potato sack up against the door
that only opens one way, would you believe
that junkie used to sing as if she were having
a heart attack on stage like a sparrow hawk
shrieking into a microphone at the top of her lungs
as she went after every note like unsuspecting prey?

What do you say? It’s plagued me most of my life
as if my heart were insufficient, and compassion paled
in comparison with the damage done, irrevocably real,
as the mind takes account of successive images
and mouths some idiotic abstract mantra
about the collateral damage of the tragic element
in a comedy of errors in the eye of the beholder
looking upon the aesthetic desecration of idols
in the modern era like fourth century Christians
gone heresy hunting in the name of the Lord.

Maybe it’s time to upgrade my pagan superstitions
into benign cosmic theories about quantum foam
as if the universe were frothing at the mouth in a fit
of hydrophobia adrift on the waters of life.
Eye-witness to the suffering of others there’s
so little I can do anything, nor have the right, about
love beyond desire has its will bent
by its own redoubtable impotence as its first line
of self-accusatory defence. How many times
have I simply wanted to reach out and touch
the despairing silence in someone’s eyes
with a image of beauty, indelibly undisguised
without its deathmask on and no sign of perishing
from one breath to the next that might reveal
the hidden jewels in the slag of the ore they’re
buried in like exiles in a darkness far from home?

Cults of shadows dance around the lanterns
of the nightwatchman slowly being ground down
like a lens that gives him something to focus on
that’s more starlike than mere reflections
in a window no one looks out of anymore.

Every intention has its effect, but the effect
seems drastically out of touch with the ailment
it was meant to cure and the good deed elaborates
into superficial paradigms of the sacrificially complex.
You end up speaking like a hex of God
upon the freeborn waters of life at an altar with a knife
you don’t know whether to gut yourself with
or drive through someone’s heart like a righteous kill
as you ask out of a lingering sense of feasible compassion
that anyone’s will, other than your own, be done
as it isn’t right now with heaven’s hand
over the mouth of hell like an enculturated cellphone
meming the iconic oracles of the last prophetic skull
we listened to as if our lives together depended on it
like a happier estrangement than anything
our imaginations could have fervently wished for.


PATRICK WHITE

FOXFIRE BLOOMING IN THE AFTERBIRTH OF THE ASHES

FOXFIRE BLOOMING IN THE AFTERBIRTH OF THE ASHES

Foxfire blooming in the afterbirth of the ashes
that engendered it, green violins of unaged bracken,
the timeless lyrics of life reviving an old songbook
grown hoarse as paddlewheels and swans
making their way upriver by the lights
left on in the ghost towns of familiar ports of call
where breathless singers busked by the wharves
and watergates of the straightforward stairwells
anyone with sea legs ascended like a special form of a curve,
the uncarved block of the ten thousand things
the womb of an unborn guitar attached by its strings
to the abyss in the heartwood of a song that will
never be heard like the wind whistling
through the umbilical cords of a suspension bridge
swaying like an empty cradle in a forgotten lullaby
as if life burns its bridges, not just after, but as often,
before it crosses them to the other side of nowhere.

The words run off track, scuttle on the sandbanks,
dodge the light like fish along the shore, lose
their bearings in a gust of starmud from the bottom
up to the abandoned crow’s nests listing to the left
of the angel fleets like the masts of old growth forests
that put to sea like the skull and crossbones
buried in a piratical cemetery like the teeth of dragons
sown among nautical gravestones keeping one eye open
on the lighthouses waiting for salvage
to wash up on the beach in the red sky
of a false dawn in the morning that gave
sound warning to sailors in the know to pass by.

I say what I mean but the meaning’s drowned out
by the uproar of words with a voice of their own
that pass like carrier pigeons with a message
for their ears alone, the medium, an ink-soaked scribe,
blue as the glyphs of Picts, taking the minutes
at a seance I’m never asked to participate in
regardless of how I tattoo the inside of my eyelids
with the Etruscan zodiacs of the dreamscapes
and shapeshifters gathering at the transmorphic bend
where the river turns like the mindstream
toward the deepest watersheds of its collective unknowing.

The wind behind them, how many have set out
like beautiful schooners in full bloom to be
abused by their lives like garbage scows
after their sails were taken down like shark fins?
Set out to chart the stillness on the dark side
of the moonrise and run aground on the mountainous reefs
of lunar corals like sundials and astrolabes
taking the measure of their own shadows
in the shallows of the floodplains scabbing
for the lack of any volcanic depth to the pre-eminence
of their immanental extinctions. If the head
of the fish is rotten the tail will follow
like a thought wave in the wake that encompasses it all
in a heartbreaking farewell from the deck
of a shipwreck to the last lifeboat to leave the island.

Sooner or late the fire will run out of heretics
and no fat to keep them burning, the lanterns
the orthodox hold up like candles to the sun
to see in the dark will grow thin, dim, and lean
as the lights of the city of God disappearing
over the horizon of a black hole with no regrets.
Gravity the tugboat of the tides our lifelines
are anchored to like barnacles on a rock
we buried at sea, tears we shed at Gravesend,
all hands aboard, moonset to the west
of the unthinkable, sinking nevertheless.

Her pillow is soaked with snot and tears.
Her nose is running like a garden snail
that smears her stiff upper lip. Not the agony
in the garden, but still, a bitter cup to drink from.
He quotes his duty as a cover story
for following the psychological profile
of his desire into the misunderstood bedroom.
Garlands on the altars of love and disdain,
and everyone’s partially wrong enough
to be wholly right, and blame it on the zeitgeist
of the witching hour that has come upon them.

I walk by the Tay River like the grave of an old lover
some nights when the stars are blazing overhead
in the country dark, the infra red aura of the town
glowing infernally on the indifference of the clouds
as if it were putting lipstick on the mouth
of a drunk clown in a coma as a puerile joke
to mock him into laughing insincerely at himself
when he wakes up to wipe the smile off his face.

I’m isolated by the surrealistic absurdity I feel
in the mass appeal of the inexplicably funny
when the joke’s on anyone but this black farce
of common humanity like a punch-line in a morgue.
No epitaphs, but a gesture of living at its best,
Graffiti on the box-cars of our coffins laid to rest
after a few hollow laughs at the corpse’s expense,
the last call and curfew to top up our emptiness
as we steal the Buddha’s purse to buy the Buddha’s horse.
Those are the Buddha’s words. Mine have run their course
like a rootfire in the tunnels of star-nosed moles
digging like archaeologists for a future in the ruins
of their solitudinous starmud baked and glazed
into bricks of lapis lazuli left in the sun at midnight
they can aspire to like the past tense of the light
flashflooding like time and the Pleiades
through the circuitous labyrinths of their black holes.


PATRICK WHITE

Monday, August 12, 2013

ESTRANGEMENT YOKED TO THE INCOMPATIBLE

ESTRANGEMENT YOKED TO THE INCOMPATIBLE

Estrangement yoked to the incompatible, is it
some kind of heartless joke? Surrealistic, surely,
don’t average out the crucials and tell me
it’s a compromised oxymoron. I’m twisted enough
to see further than that. My imagination
can remember things that haven’t happened yet,
and equally forget the past wasn’t possible.
A labyrinth of wormholes in the hull of a shipwrecked moon.

A snakepit of incisive perceptions. A unified field theory
knotted out of stray wavelengths into the flying carpet
of a cosmic hymen that makes a big bang
beating on the membrane of a drum of water,
jazzy butterflies practising rimshots with their antennae
on the third eye of another bubble floating in hyperspace
that feels like a kiss on your forehead from your daughter
for something you haven’t got the slightest notion of
except there’s something quantumly entangled about love.

Since I was sixteen, in a first year astronomy class,
I’ve always thought you had to add a factor for mind
to Einstein’s energy, mass, light equation if you want
to see the whole of the big picture, not just the postage stamp
field of view of a careerist visionary writing haiku
he hopes to get published in a journal of cherry blossoms,
but the Bayeux Tapestry, Monet’s waterlilies in the Tuileries,
thinking if life and death can open their eyes that wide,
how long would it take a comet of thought to cross
the abyss of the nightsky of the mind before I’m
expansive enough to accommodate the many in the one
like a dimension of intelligent awareness beyond
the other eleven, for the moment, we’re circumscribed by.

Where’s the element for mind in the periodic table?
Am I just a shadow of my own constituents,
or did someone spike the waters of life with a star
on the sly to lead me into believing that mind
was more luminous than mere light and I wasn’t
just glassblowing the hash pipe of an alternative universe
in the land of the cosmological lotus-eaters
dreaming like Cambridge brahmins in deep sleep
that I’m the quantum aura of a dream figure
that got sucked down the black hole of a trap door spider
waiting like the singularity of a predator inside
to weave me into the flatlining mandala
of a new cosmic web that drips like silk
and embalming fluid from its hourglass abdomen.

My body a bag of water with nine holes in it
I’m always paying tribute like a feudal river
on its way back to the sea like an imperial bloodstream
with spoils of oxygen and protein led in chains
like the dna of slavemeat by the triumphant legions
behind the throne of the empire that’s risen like Rome
from the pagan dead within me like a lion
reborn in the blood of the lamb on an altar in the Forum.

I may be mad, quantum foam frothing like the sea
with hydrophobia of the mouth, contrails
of white phosphorus like jellyfish in a cloud chamber
but I’d rather be included in the picture-music
of a nightbird with a communal sense of solitude
than be excluded like the retinal circus
of a cameraman circling the earth like a telescope
he never turns on himself as if it were his head, not mine
under the shutter of the guillotine every time I blink
and a new world issues from the void in my absence.


PATRICK WHITE

SISTER LUNACY

SISTER LUNACY

Shall we dance, shall we spin and wheel, hesitate, advance,
stall and recover, whirl like maple keys, and blow
the ashes of the starmaps we burned like passports
out of the palms of our hands to shine like dandelions
on an eye to eye level with the light they bloom in?
Sister Lunacy, I watch you uprooting your garden usefully
and shaking the stars out of the clumps of grass
as if you caught Medusa smuggling diamonds in her hair,
and I say such is woman when she forgets to be aware of herself,
and the goddess comes down to earth with dirty fingernails,
a gazelle in rubber boots. And no flower of the field,
no planet in the sunset, no eyelash of the moon over a barn
quite adorns the twilight the way her lucidity does.

And I want to take her by the hand like a binary star system
and circle one another like two hawks in the sky
until the night cools and the loons pack up their keyboards
and the stars work the graveshift on into the early hours
of the forthcoming dawn as if the end of all their labour
were extinction in a deluge of light
that doesn’t recognize any of them by name. Shall we dance,
shall we let the picture-music carry us away
like a word that hasn’t hurt us in a long time,
shall we gather wild rice in the holds of our birch bark canoes
as if we were threshing jewels on the shallow end of the lake,
or do you just want to walk the Road of Ghosts with me awhile
and see what blooms along the way, sunflowers and waterlilies
opening up like observatories and prophetic skulls
with a penchant for looking at things the same way?

Sister Lunacy, be kind to the mandalas and paradigms
I bring you like dreamcatchers woven of spinal cords
like tree rings of heartwood, ripples of rain, the net of Indra
where you mark one jewel and they’re all marked.
Or as Jesus said, insomuch as you do it unto one of these,
you do it unto me, and everyone thought he was special.
As if he owned gravity and everyone had shares.
It’s a radical act to come like a sweetness to ripen
the heart of a human that’s stayed green too long.
Just as you and I know madness is the quickest way
of never getting it wrong and if you’re going to argue
do it in song, don’t exorcise the answer
out of the person who possesses it and bid it be gone.
You can’t post a bond against a ghost.
Myriad guests of the mind, but seldom a host to speak of.
And Sister Lunacy you speak as if you were letting
a thousand voices all at the same time use you
as if they had no other mother tongue of their own,
and somehow it comes across as what you had to say.

So I’m asking you now. Do you want to dance,
do you want to bend space the way a body moves,
reshape the universe in its own image, abberate
a few wavelengths into falling out of synch like damp hair licks?
And I’d remember to remember that only horses sweat
and read your aura by the glow of the hot dew on your face.
After the last lifemask comes off, nothing but space.
Nothing but imaginative room to move as if there were nowhere
we needed to go and we didn’t feel bad about it.
We just went off into the ongoing like everything else
that’s looping and coiling its way through time,
a fragility of the air, caterpillars swaying in the wind
at the end of a fishing line tied to the allure of a butterfly.
Don’t be fooled by the vertebrae, everyone’s flying kites
at the end of a long spine when the air revs up.
You can see them tangled in the powerlines of their ancestors.

Sky burials without altars. Road kill. Cheap cremations.
The whole panoply of the tragically absurd.
But here, sister, here volcanoes still strew
islands in their wake and the birds keep arriving with seeds
and coconuts still wash ashore like prophetic skulls
you’re free to believe or not, and the air tastes like emeralds.
Here you could mentor the stars in their myths of origin
as you made them up to honour some quirk in your character
and they began to speak of you as their dark mother.
And nobody need know what you mean when you spoke to me
about those things that encroached on your silence inside.
I know how to listen for dissonant sounds in the night.
I can hear the falling of a single eyelash of light
when the moon goes out, the footfall of a spider on the stairs.
Sister Lunacy, should I take your hand, shall we dance
to the picture-music that overtakes us unawares,
you with your dark tears, and mine so far in arrears?


PATRICK WHITE

Sunday, August 11, 2013

LOOKING FOR SILENCE LIKE THE OTHER WING

LOOKING FOR SILENCE LIKE THE OTHER WING

Looking for silence like the other wing
of what I’ve got to say, landscaping with meteors,
or the planet having a face lift, some of the words
have echoes and some of them proper names,
and a few still homesick for their prison cells,
I keep painting on the white noise of the world.
I keep writing like a wolf in the fleece
of a shepherd moon with a secret life of water.
Scofflaw, a poet, driven into the wilderness
to listen to the voices of disembodied messiahs,
kings of the waxing year, flesh stripped from their bones
like desert shipwrecks waiting for
the providential tide of their tears to return.
God particles that got in their eyes like sand.
I hear them gnawing on their bones like calendars at night.

And I’ve said it in a flash of demonic indifference
trying to pretend they were listening immaculately
and I was compassionate, as soon as you give
your fulsome assent to a few simple things
you turn into a test of what you refuse to let go of,
as if you were always faith-wrestling with rattlesnakes
you establish a church of denial that will stone you to death.
You save your soul but you render your flesh expendable.
This for That. Betelgeuse for Aldebaran.
How to read a starmap like the Wall Street Journal.
The optical illusion of a bifurcated consciousness,
loss and gain, but the viper can swim across quicksand
as if it were all one wavelength, the Egyptian glyph
for intelligence that hasn’t been wounded by the heart
and spiritually materialized into a path to follow.

Do as the wind does with your mind and eyes. Let go.
Blow the stars off your windowsills, treat all holy books
as if they were trees and let go of their leaves in the fall.
There’s always a few jewels of insight in a gossip column
but most of it’s rut, rant, and judgement, dream gossip
and slaughter, history with an expiry date.
There’s always going to be some demi-god somewhere
asking you for your fingerprints like a paranoid magician.
Kick the skulls off your stairs like last Halloween’s pumpkins
and start acting like you’re in the world and of it.
Break the neck of the hourglass of heaven and hell
and let time pour out of your cells like exorcised mirages.

Illusions are like rats and seagulls and insects. They thrive.
No more than the night, is life a reward. Water
doesn’t live its whole life fearing the indelible
like a wavelength of its own immutable mindstream.
There’s no big sky blueprint behind why you’re alive.
No circus tent covers your foolishness.
And you’re not here to answer for everything else.


PATRICK WHITE  

LEAVE OFF LIKE THE WIND

LEAVE OFF LIKE THE WIND

Leave off like the wind and it’s the beginning
of someone else you never meant to be
as the stars go round with their firefly lanterns
burning their hearts out on nightwatch
as if there were always something to raise an alarm about,
and the willows come down to the water
to drink from the wild irises and there’s---
can you hear the wind howling from here?---
an unspoken story that glows like eyes
in the shadows of the surgical birch groves
trying on prosthetic limbs, peeling back
the binding of a book like a plaster cast
they’ve worn too long like a ghost amputee.

Let’s say it’s not too late to feel the wind
shimmering the silk of the wild rice in the moonlight
as if it were breathing like summer on someone’s skin
and you feel love might perish but the moment’s indelible
as how humanly foolish it is to long to make things last,
the forbidden beauty of the secret life you’ve hidden
under your eyelids like a love note in a dovecote
you’ve been dying to release into the imageless abyss
of the emptiness you’re counting on to fulfil you in the end
like some kind of counter-intuitive prophecy
that kept the faith of an undertaker in the sub-culture
it was born into like a mirage of the sixties
pulsing like a lightshow to the backbeat of an osmotic amoeba
as if the Burgess Shale were still experimenting
with psychedelic forms of life that might lead
back to us if it were possible, and it isn’t, to step
into the same river twice if you remember your Heracleitus.

Foolish to want to corduroy the road you broke like trail
to get here with the corpses of the dynastic horses
you had to saddle like a universe with a will of its own
that didn’t leave you many alternatives as the earth
died out from under you like the smoke of a deathsong
in a native cemetery you didn’t realize at the time
you were walking through like the moon in its sleep
dreaming it’s following a starmap of fireflies falling toward paradise.

Let’s say you don’t feel like a antiquated license plate
nailed to the door of a castrated gas station
in a desert pit stop, the curtains fishing for flies
at the broken window of a sky with a grimy third eye
reflecting the spirituality of a hermit who abandoned
the solitude of his afterlife too late to do him any good.
The hydra-headed deception of the perennial paradigm.

Listen to the screen door flapping like a lapwing
that doesn’t have anything to protect anymore
like the wounded encore of a showgirl in a ghost town
from the meathooks that used to keep the scorpions out.
Auroral evanescence of oleaginous covenants
on the wings of demonic flies with star cluster eyes
wintering like an eclipse between the epidermal plaster
of the punctured lungs behind the ribs of the unmended walls.
Bleak enough for any existentialist who wandered
off highway looking for the exit sign he missed a ways back.

And when the night approaches like a widow
whose nightmares all died out shortly after her dreams,
and your devotions smell like the incense of candling skin,
let’s forget you were ever afraid of the dark
and go watch the Perseids plunging into the atmosphere
like a gust of hot cinders from a comet that once
firewalked like a dragon across the firmament
sowing meteors on the wind that flare and fall away
like the flowering of goldenrod and loosestrife
in the wild starfields nature takes back into itself
as if yesterday didn’t adumbrate the way you see things
right now, and the nightbirds remembered all the words
to the songs you used to sing yourself asleep to
whenever your voice gave comfort to the longing in the room.

Let’s imagine you’re not mystically snowblind
in a blizzard of fireflies and there’s still a radiance
blazing like the corona of the sun through
the valleys of the moon in a total eclipse
that rests like a tiara of jewels from the underworld
lightly upon your head, and not these endless
heron’s nests you’ve abandoned to the predatory ospreys
like feathers hanging from the medicine wheels they use
to raise their young in like fledglings of the arrow
that once taught you how to fly as if you had the sky to yourself.

Stop eating your own thoughts like junkfood for cannibals
and all will come right, unlock the aviary of your voicebox
and let the stars out like Cygnus and Aquila
when Lyra’s at zenith riffing on the wavelengths
of Vega singing the blues with the Doppler Effect
of a shipwrecked guitar catching fire in the crow’s nest.
And all will come right as three bells on the bridge
of a lifeboat that’s crossed the bar like an albatross
in the blood oaths of the Knights Templar
who retracted their false confessions
like heresies of insight into the true nature of things
that fed the flames of the fires that consumed them
like the dark vow of a deepening passion for life
when the candle goes out like the wick of a new moon
and there are more intriguing taboos in the shadows to burn for
than the afterlife of a scarecrow crucified
on the dead branch of its own half burnt heartwood
in a firepit at Stonehenge like paleolithic music
frozen in time like a trilithonic danse macabre
at a seance of the winter solstice when the sun
stands still at midnight like a black hole
on the event horizon of a sky burial as deep as it is wide.

Let’s say the bride didn’t have to paint her eyes
like the lens of Galileo’s telescopic third eye
to hear the priests of the tunnel rats in the catacombs tell it,
just to look into the eyes of your face in the mirror
to deceive your sunspots into believing their beauty marks.
See transparently like space into the nature of the light
that illuminates this pageant and progress of perceptions
wandering like a mindstream on a habitable planet
like a purple passage of automatic writing on the foreheads
of our fates deepening the solitude of the woods late, late at night.
What choice were the living ever given by this chance at life
but to cherish the ageless elation of insight into the stars
in the eyes of the mysterious inspiration
to create something sacred as a hidden secret
to this wild and unholy perishing of the light?


PATRICK WHITE