AND IN THAT MOMENT THE STARS COME DOWN
TO EARTH
And in that moment the stars come down
to earth
and light up the lanterns of your cells
you’ll finally see that constellation
of your self
so many of us have been born under
shining like eyes in your blood, your
bones,
your tongue, your skin glowing with
starmaps
like the holy books of the fireflies.
You’ll
light up this whole night sea of
sentience
with a vernal firestorm of essential
insights
like the full moon conducting a seance
among the corals, a fertility rite of
enlightenment
in which you repeatedly give birth to
the universe
moment by moment, cosmic eggs in a halo
of comets.
To love the earth in all its mutable
variations
is to love the music of your own
revelation
playing like a genius in a beauty
pageant
with the spontaneous brilliance of
billions
of miraculously catastrophic forms of
life
with an appetite for adding flames to
the fire
like leaves and petals and wings to a
wildflower
until the elaborated order of things is
a loveletter
chaos wrote in its own beautifully
cursive hand.
Above everyone’s manger there’s a
star
that becomes incarnate in humans
who go looking for themselves like
three wise men,
or the trifecta of three wise women in
their craft,
Alnitam, Alnilam, and Mintaka in the
belt of Orion,
and Sirius updating the calendars of
the Dogon
lower down in the southeast such that
even those
lost in the deepest black holes a
prophetic dreamer’s
ever been cast into, can’t help
adding their light
to the darkness by following their own
star
back to themselves, to find the light
they’ve been given
to go by, was like the mind, like the
lantern in their hand,
like the lostness they ever despaired
of finding their way out of,
the illumination of their true
destination all along.
The mountain was climbing the guide
back up
the stairwells of its own elemental
genome to the stars
like a child that can’t wait to slide
down the bannisters again
or a sparrow hawk riding its own
gleeful thermals
like the first star to appear in the
sky like the eye
in the moodring of the peacock
blue-green of the sunset.
Every time a species is effaced from
the smile of the earth,
our own bodies are desecrated by the
act
and in every one of our cells, lockets
of the galaxies,
where the firmament places its highest
hopes
close to our hearts, a star goes
extinct, a candle goes out
that’s been burning for millions of
years,
and the windows pull down the blinds
like eyes in mourning.
The world is more collaboratively
communal
than it is solitarily universal. First
rule of thumb
in creating life out of its own
cauldron, organize,
like starlings rising out of a birch
grove.
First law of the heart in cherishing
and sustaining it,
is to respect yourself enough to look
after it
as if it were the changeling daughter
of the new moon
placed in your care by the dark matrix
of a passing eclipse
that let’s you in on the family
secret the stars
have known all along, that every
conception
of your heart and mind is blood of your
blood,
flesh of your flesh, bone of your bone.
And in your genes
the sacred syllables, relics and runes
of your own fossil.
Add your life like lyrics to the
cacophonous symphony
of the jungle music you hear going all
around you
day and night, the ancient exhilaration
of life
sword dancing with the stars to the
dangerous riffs
of a predatory lead guitar hunting solo
in the shadows
of a game of snakes and ladders that
can see like dice in the dark.
Hone your instincts like the blade of
the crescent moon
on the stone of your heart in a
biochemical state of grace,
and don’t neglect to let your spirit
break
like the new dawn of a lobster out of
your body armour
or a dragonfly escaping into one sky
after another
through the window casement the first
night of its moulting.
Compassion is the visionary collagen of
life
and imagination is its agent. Its
metaphors
graft the trees and the sponges into
lungs.
Can you hear the generations of
nightbirds
in every single vowel of your voice? Do
you know
they don’t sing just for themselves,
but in the lament
and longing of their songs, you can
hear the faint traces
of the lumbering bells of the dinosaurs
bellowing
like the eidolons of carboniferous
foghorns in the mist
off the coasts of consciousness?
Sometimes
when I hear the bush wolves howling in
the hills
I catch a note or two of a pack of
killer whales
going deep to recover the black voice
box of tetrapods
who preferred dancing in water to
walking on land.
Compassion is the recognition of your
identity in everything.
You wound the earth, an arrowhead sings
in your rib cage.
Can you hear the demure laughter of the
willows
walking like geishas along the shores
of your mindstream
undoing the ribbons of the stars and
waterlilies
to let them fall free from their hair
to pale in the moonrise,
the memory of old lovers mingling in
the living light
like the ghosts of the waterbirds
returning to their shoals and inlets
like the bridge of a song, a waterclock
of stars
between one stanza and the next life
keeps coming back to
like the refrain of a melody line of
the sea
it just couldn’t get out of its head
like the reflection
of trillions of stars writing irradiant
treble clefs
of the original sheet music in
constellations high over head
like a five string quintet for the
hymeneal cosmologists
while archaeologists achieve
illumination
in the golden ratios of the life and
death spirals
of the fossilized bass clefs of the
equally alluring
mystery of the vocally earthbound
children of the starmud
singing their hearts out like a choir
off key as if
they grew by losing their balance
against
a background of cosmic harmony so
sweetly
that if rain could speak of what it’s
like to fall upon
the fruits and flowers of the earth, it
would sound very much
like the laughter and weeping of the
ungrammatical stars?
PATRICK WHITE
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