SUMAC IN THE SNOW
Sumac in the snow, towers of coagulated
blood
for flames, spooky candelabra, what
holy day
do your upholstered spearpoints
commemorate
that you’ve hung on longer than most
leaves
to all these clumsy hearts throughout
the winter
like a young woman splaying her fingers
to blow on her nail polish with a
witchey smile
of satisfaction in progress? Are you
some kind of art?
Weird gate? A pitchfork in the hands of
a crone
with blood on its tines, horns that
gored the matador,
burnt burgundy on shamanic antlers
guling
down the heel of a paint brush, a mix
of alizarin crimson
and night like a maternal Payne’s
grey you’re using
to paint a bestiary of enraptured
totems on a cave wall?
Where are you going with all your punky
torches,
what are you trying to keep alight? Did
you lose
something in the woods you’re trying
to find
like me intrigued by the way you’ve
gone
divining for it like a dishevelled
matchbook
for a watershed? Or is that just the
way
you coat your nerve endings in red
teloremes
to keep your dna from fraying like a
strong rope
into a million weak threads? Occultly
organic,
what kind of ritual are you that your
arms
are stained by wine like evening gloves
up to your elbows as if you’d been
pressing wine?
Surrealist phoenix in the spring, the
fledgling feathers
of your tender green leaves, the
antediluvian wingspan
of a creature that survived the flood
by flying over it
like cometary fire in a blaze of blood.
Have you seen October sumac set its
wings afire?
I wrote that line when I was
twenty-two,
and trying to do the same thing you
were
in the autumn rain as if I’d just
stolen something
crucial from the gods. A secret of fire
I had to master
before they began to miss it like a
candle
as if seeing were the first fundamental
of love
not even the cold shoulder of the wind
has been able to put out over the
lightyears
of heretical fires it’s been trying
to rehabilitate
by piling pyres of brambles at its feet
and breathing on them at the auto de fe
of an incorrigibly inflammable martyr
to its own lost cause. Burn through
everything
in the dead of winter like a first
magnitude star
of white phosphorus that puts the
burning snow
to shame like fire dancing on the water
in a jester’s cap
because love gets away with the most
incredible thefts.
May the altar of the rock never come,
the vultures
and the chains, the stem cells of the
renewable liver
the undertakers haruspicate by then eat
as if they wanted to consume the same
signs
of courage you had to steal life out of
the mouth of death
like a secret syllable of fire you fan
with every breath
to live like a dragon rising out of the
firepit
of its own ashes like the lightning
strike
of a forked witching wand with a tongue
of serpent fire
tasting spring in the air like the
touchy tendrils of a solar flare.
PATRICK WHITE
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