AS THE EVENING PORTENDS TOWARD ITS MORE
OCCULT PROPHETIC ENDS
As the evening portends toward its more
occult prophetic ends
of candles and incense and blue glass
skulls on the windowsills
of perception the marshmellow emotions
of the day as the darkness
that is here to stay overwhelms them
into writing little thing
razorblades of suicidally incisive
poetry unquestionably influenced
by the exhaustive torment of light and
shadow going on in my body.
The piebald clown takes on a serious
tenor
and forgets to laugh at himself in the
mirror
when he sees the six crows feet
streaming
like bicycle handlebar comets from his
eyes
six weeks ago have frayed into the
thirty-three tributaries
of the split end strong rope rootfires
of the Nile delta shrieking mandrake.
I’m emptying into the Mediterranean
sea. I’m an old sphinx
with rainmarks from when the desert was
green.
I’ve aged five years around my eyes
in the last thirty-three days.
Dorian Grey is crackling. The varnish
is yellow
as amber eras of age. Time take your
foot off the gas.
I’m going to pass. Dark energy cover
your eyes and face and move over
I’m expanding too fast for the stars
to keep up with the pace.
Maybe if I go far enough into the abyss
with this
I’ll start moving backward in time
and the next time I look
I’ll be a boy again begging salmon
from the fishermen
that came in to port at sunset to
unload and oil their boats
at Johnson Street Harbour with the
ballast block cast iron bridge
that swung like the pendulum of Thor’s
hammer
to keep time with the pulse of our
comings and goings
as they stacked my forklift arms up
like cubic cord wood time capsules
to take home to my mother to make her
proud of me,
and say, hey, kid, tell us when enough
is enough is enough.
PATRICK WHITE